you came back.

this is the way you left me, i’m not pretending, no hope, no love, no glory, no happy ending.
this is the way that we loved, like it’s forever, then live the rest of our lives, but not together.


When people can walk away from you, let them walk. Don`t try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring for you, coming to see you, or staying attached to you. When people can walk away, let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.


Being lonely, being alone, for many people sucks. I get it, I get it, I get it. But still I have to say that yes, my belief is that being with somebody who makes you feel shitty or doesn’t honor the person you are is worse.


I wasn’t falling for you, I was falling for who I thought you were. I built you up way too high, and now it’s time for you to come down off that pedestal. I’ve seen who you truly are.

I wasn’t falling for you, I was falling for who I thought you were. I built you up way too high, and now it’s time for you to come down off that pedestal. I’ve seen who you truly are.

Remember, the only reason he can miss you is because he's choosing, every day, not to be with you.

i miss the seconds between our kisses.. when we looked at each other and smiled

There’s so much I wish for, but most of all, I wish you were here. It’s strange, but before I met you, I couldn’t remember the last time that I cried. Now, it seems that tears come easily to me… but you have a way of making my sorrows seem worthwhile, of explaining things in a way that lessens my ache. You are a treasure, a gift, and when we’re together again, I intend to hold you until my arms are weak, and I can do it no longer. My thoughts of you are sometimes the only things that keep me going.



You’re everything I’ve wanted. You’re beautiful. You’re reckless. And a little sad. You know it’s the sadness that got me right from the start. I wanted to make it go away, and for a time I thought I had. It’s pretty stupid, huh? You like the sadness. You cling to it, and in the end, it will be all you have.

flannel weather.

i drank coffee to late at night and now im wide awake and i know i have to wake really early and im not looking forward to it.

on the other hand maybe work will be good tomorrow who knows.

and lastly i miss him more than he knows and hes not even gone yet. my best friend today reminded me though that he was a different person with me. and by himself hes somebody different somebody not worth trusting or loving. somebody else.
so i must let him go.

im sad your leaving but im glad you'll be gone.

We can’t even look at each other. I turn away from you because I don’t want you to see the hurt in my eyes, and you turn away from me because you don’t want me to see that you still care. I know you do; you have to. We never wanted to leave each other. We just had to… we had to.



I’m gonna hold you for the last time. I’m gonna cry, but afraid to not let it show. This is the hardest way to say goodbye ‘cause as you walk away I’m feeling so alone. I don’t understand, you had to leave, and and I’m not a part of your plan. We both agreed, but now I regret there are so many thing I should have said.