im starting to envy the people who have someone special. i feel like i missed out on things like first love and long relationship.
mine have never lasted more that 5 months and the last one i was even serious about was 4 years ago. but i miss that little relationship i did have.. it was so cute valentines day i came home from school my junior year and at the time was dating steven and when i walked up to my bedroom door i had a rose at my door and when i opened my room my entire room was covered in roses and heart shaped balloons probably theeee sweetest thing some ones ever done for me.
i wish there was someone willing to do the adorable things for me again like he did. i want that feeling back of knowing that i have someone who truly cares about me that way. i wish i had some one that when he kisses me i get butterflies and he gets short of breaths. some one who wants to play with my hair and i can rub their neck when they've had a rough day. i want to have dates and sleep overs, movie nights and PDA at all times. i want to be shown off to all of his friends and not kept a secret. i want to have that type of relationship that every one hates because they are so jealous off..
let me have that please.
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