Honestly.

i forgot about this for awhile. for awhile i was happy, enjoying the company of friends and family, resting from long days and enjoying this sunshine. honestly i was so happy i thought for a second i found more than lust, for a second i was the sunshine in somebody's eyes. but the clouds came fast and i was forgotten again, avoided, mislead. and to believe for a second i found respect from someone i reconnected with.  

i truly believe everything happens for a reason i just wish maybe some one would want to soak up my sunshine again and appreciate me. I'm not asking for a lot, just a little love.